Insomniac Music Theater: Believe

January 1, 2021 — Quote — Leave a comment
I am hiding from some beast but the beast was always here
Watching without eyes because the beast is just my fear
That I am just nothing, now it’s just what I’ve become
What am I waiting for?
Its already done

I definitely used to do this a lot more often… I don’t know why I don’t, but I’d like to at least try to start the year updating this regularly. 10:58pm on day 1 seems about right. This is a continuation of a post I started (decided on a song) and proceeded to save it as a draft and never touch it again. I’ll need to shorten the lyrics probably. But I’m not sure which part I want to use yet. I had forgotten about this song. My favorite The Bravery song is An Honest Mistake, but this one is up there.

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Insomniac Music Theater: Back In Time

January 25, 2019 — Leave a comment

So take me away, I don’t mind
But you better promise me, I’ll be back in time

I only write in this thing when I have something going on. Mostly. I only publish when I have something going on. I have my weeks/months where I don’t necessarily feel like anything is wrong, I just want to be to myself except for the few moments where I come up for air. Though lately it’s gotten deeper than it normally does. Despite sticking to home and small events, I generally will tweet or instagram up a storm, but lately I’ve pretty much fallen off the face of the earth, mostly. Tweets, which have at times been in the range of 20+ per day, have averaged out to about 3 per day over the past 3 months, and even that was usually on Sundays or during Rockets games. Continue reading

Insomniac Music Theater: Drive

October 10, 2018 — Quote — Leave a comment

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear.
And I can’t help but ask myself how much I’ll let the fear
take the wheel and steer.

It’s driven me before,
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal.
But lately I’m beginning to find that I
should be the one behind the wheel.

Good news, everyone! I’m unemployed after October 31st.

Yeah.
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Are You Still Watching?: Purpose

May 18, 2018 — Quote — Leave a comment

It is purpose that created us, purpose that connects us, purpose that pulls us, that guides us, that drives us; it is purpose that defines, purpose that binds us. We are here because of you, Mr. Anderson. We’re here to take from you what you tried to take from us… Purpose!

Ironically, this blog post has no purpose except to give myself a starting point to write. I really love this scene from The Matrix Reloaded and wanted to use it to give myself an alternative to having to find a song lyric.

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